In lieu of a rambling list of half-kept resolutions, I have decided this year to incorporate a theme of sorts that can become my mantra for 2009. Thanks, Elise, for inspiring this brilliant idea.
My "theme" this year stems from a talk that President Monson gave in his most recent address. He spoke of finding joy in the present, day-to-day occurrances; joy in the "little things." I reread this talk about a week after Caroline was born, and I remember vividly the events of the subsequent night: Nate was working the night float that week, and my mom was asleep in the basement (so that at least ONE of us could be rested!) In the course of that particular evening, Caroline was up two or three times and a little fussy, Jack wet his bed and was sad, and Grant had a couple of bad dreams and was frantically in and out of my bed. But, somehow through the course of that night, the words from President Monson's talk floated around in my head: "Enjoy those sleepless nights, those piles of laundry, because they won't be there forever, and will be sorely missed." I thought to myself, "Well, at least I am extremely popular this evening! Three sweet little people certainly are vying for my attention and love!" And the thought made a potentially twilight-zone kind of experience one that I will now treasure.
So. As 2009 begins, I want to focus on "finding joy... now." I know I can incorporate this into every aspect of my life. Obviously, finding joy in putting my little people first, and enjoying each day with them, will be my main focus. But also, finding joy in lung-searing, gut-wrenching exercise as I work towards specific fitness goals and races. Finding joy in witnessing my students' progress and love of music grow, and finding joy in knowing that there are times and seasons for everything, even if now is not the season to be focusing on my own performing. Finding joy in the time I have with Nate, even if it is limited, and making the most of our time together. Finding joy in the changing of seasons. Finding joy in the company of great friends.
You get the picture. Wish me luck! I look forward to a more optimistic outlook, and the promise of a bright 2009...
5 comments:
perfectly said... i just might copy your goal :)
you go girl. i admire your perspective and miss your happy, cheerful personality in my day to day world. Move back already! :)
Jenny, or should I say Super Woman. You are amazing! I'm so glad we got to have your shiny exuberance around for a few days, and I miss you already! You've taught me so much about finding joy, even amidst sometimes the most "unideal" circumstances. Love you!
what a great reminder - thank you!
Ditto.
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